``Even though I tried to study and watched porn, I just couldn't get better at it...'' Ayaka Nakayama, 34, a full-time housewife, has a charming Kyoto accent. - A mother of one child who has been married for eight years this year. - Shortly after giving birth, Ayaka's activities with her husband drastically decreased, and now they are completely sexless. - ``I think it's because I'm not good at it and it doesn't feel good. I wasn't told that I'm bad at it, but I can think of a lot of things (bitter smile).'' It seems that the desire to be as good as in AV was the reason for his appearance. - We thought it was more important to feel good ourselves and be able to enjoy sex than anything else, so we decided to loosen up on her and thoroughly indulge her in pleasure. - Freed from the pressure of technique, the wife's hidden potential begins to gradually emerge...